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My Dad's in hospital with the crazies and I'm officially going to NA meetings so I don't shoot up in alleyways.

How the fuck did this happen? Fuck you so hard, Lucard Noir.

I'm going to Bristol, and Aislinn is coming with me. Just so you all don't flip the fuck out on me. Though...thanks for doing that. Keeps me on the sober, straight and narrow. I just want to visit Dave for a few days is all.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:20 am (UTC)
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You're welcome, Julian. Bristol sounds like a good plan. I really like Dave, from all I've heard about him. I hope he can give you... something that you need. From the sound of it, I think he will.

And congratulations again on doing the brave thing. I really admire you for that.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:34 am (UTC)
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Dave is a king. And he's been where I am. He'll help. Thank you.

It's kind of crap.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:50 am (UTC)
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You're welcome, Julian. I'm down with the King David.

It can't be easy, not at all. I can see that much. But I'm really, really glad you saw that it was better than the alternative.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Yeah. A lot better. One just leads to a potentially boring hour instead of potentially dying a premature and icky death.

Date: 2009-09-07 11:05 am (UTC)
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Absolutely. Boredom we can live with... if you'll pardon the turn of phrase.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:21 am (UTC)
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We're doing the right thing by having him there. I'm sure of it.

As for Lucard... well, he's where he belongs too. Or at least, in the closest approximation we have to it.

Safe travels, Julian. Be careful out there.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
No, I agree with you. I do. I've been thinking it for a while. When my dad tells me to get the fuck out, something's wrong that I can't fix. And I've been so...I can't do it anymore.

No. He belongs in hell.

Thanks, Uncle Spectre. I love you, you know?

Date: 2009-09-07 10:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
It's good that you know and can say that, rather than keeping it inside. There's a way to fix him, and it will be found. Our time to help will be in there somewhere. We just have to be patient.

Yes. He does belong in Hell.

You're very welcome, Julian. I do know. And I love you very much, too.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I just didn't want you all to decide it was just me. You know...Julian the fuck up, unable to handle something. Big surprise. Like that time you thought I tried to kill Dad, but it was Renton. Anyway... Yeah.

Too bad about that.

Date: 2009-09-07 11:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Yes... I can see why you would worry. I'm sorry you did. I'm sorry you had to feel that way. But we know this isn't just you. That's very clear. You've done extremely well, taking care of your family, and managing to keep yourself safe, too. That took more courage than I believe I would ever have. You may not see it yet, Julian. But the endurance you've just shown... it's inspiring.

Date: 2009-09-07 11:10 am (UTC)
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You're right, I don't see it. But I don't believe I won't either. And that's not nothing.

Date: 2009-09-07 11:14 am (UTC)
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Absolutely, Julian. In fact, it's a very encouraging thing to hear indeed.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:22 am (UTC)
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I'm just glad you'll both be in places where you're safe.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Me too.

Aislinn says "Lessy!" which means she loves you.

Date: 2009-09-07 10:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I love her too. And you :)

Date: 2009-09-07 10:58 am (UTC)
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I love you too!

Thanks for not deciding I wasn't worth it.

Date: 2009-09-07 11:08 am (UTC)


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