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I scared a girl today. I cracked the shits. That place is just so...augh. I don't know. But I went back in. I left to get some air, and I went back in, dammit.
This is hard. It's hard it's hard it's hard and I want you all to know because then my trying will mean something. Every day, I want to run away, and every day I have to make myself stop. And I do, because I'm not leaving again. But I need you to know what I'm going through. Maybe...so you know how much you're all worth to me?
I can't believe I yelled at that girl. But she was being stupid. She called rehab 'exciting'. And she wants my firm little body, but she can't have it!
This is hard. It's hard it's hard it's hard and I want you all to know because then my trying will mean something. Every day, I want to run away, and every day I have to make myself stop. And I do, because I'm not leaving again. But I need you to know what I'm going through. Maybe...so you know how much you're all worth to me?
I can't believe I yelled at that girl. But she was being stupid. She called rehab 'exciting'. And she wants my firm little body, but she can't have it!