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Hi, Renee. Uhm. I've been reading back on these journals because really..what else can I do, and it's giving me a horrible insight in to what I put you all through. Which...I think I really need, as shitty as it is.

I read this. I want you to know I didn't see it. I promise you I didn't. And I can't say whether or not it would have made a difference because I was...well...stupid. But I didn't see. And I'm sorry.

The things I missed. They're...wow.