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To Those in the Know
Apr. 22nd, 2008 07:05 pmI miss London. But things are wonderful here anyway!
I have news though. I've been speaking to Dt. Paul and we think we've figured out the best way to get Renton off the streets. If he thinks I've fallen back on old habits, he'll sell to me again and we'll have him. I can wear a wire so Paul and whomever else can listen in. The thing is, that means I have to be out there for a few days. I can't fake it so much that I don't do that. So...pretty soon I'm going to go do this and I won't be around. Dad will be listening in, though. And the cops will be right there. Nothing bad will happen.
If I'm being honest with myself, I know it's going to be hard to be out there and not...well...high. But I know myself and I'm strong enough now. You know...with the cops and my Dad listening in to keep me accountable.
Anyway, uhm...I trust you all so I wanted you to know. And I know you can keep secrets because...duh. But don't tell anyone ELSE. And don't talk about it where they might here.
I don't want my throat slit, people. Dad didn't make it look like a carnival ride.
I have news though. I've been speaking to Dt. Paul and we think we've figured out the best way to get Renton off the streets. If he thinks I've fallen back on old habits, he'll sell to me again and we'll have him. I can wear a wire so Paul and whomever else can listen in. The thing is, that means I have to be out there for a few days. I can't fake it so much that I don't do that. So...pretty soon I'm going to go do this and I won't be around. Dad will be listening in, though. And the cops will be right there. Nothing bad will happen.
If I'm being honest with myself, I know it's going to be hard to be out there and not...well...high. But I know myself and I'm strong enough now. You know...with the cops and my Dad listening in to keep me accountable.
Anyway, uhm...I trust you all so I wanted you to know. And I know you can keep secrets because...duh. But don't tell anyone ELSE. And don't talk about it where they might here.
I don't want my throat slit, people. Dad didn't make it look like a carnival ride.
