To Those in the Know

Haven't said much lately. I haven't had much to say. Damon, Aislinn and I have been living in Uncle Adam's house, though he's been in London a lot. And we go to London every weekend to be with Mum and Dad. I miss them a lot and I feel like I'm in limbo in Bristol. Jane and Damon and Aislinn are there, which is...so wonderful. But my family...they're going through so much pain and I'm just so separated from it. And that was my choice. God, I'm a stupid bollocks. That's why I've been so quiet... All I want to do is fast forward this part of everything and get to the part where I can move here. I hate being separated from my family.

Today Aislinn and I are going to see Alexa. Alexa is Aislinn's mother. Whom I had to explain how to pronounce her name for the 50th time today. Ash-linn, lady. Not Aiz-linn. ASH. ASH.

Which, you know...reminds me of Uncle Thomas. Uncle Spectre, did you see on your forums they're talking bollocks about how the 'Spectral Curse' has struck again? They noticed now that Thomas hasn't said anything on your posts and they've decided you're splitting up. I just want to scream at them that they don't know anything, but that wouldn't exactly accomplish much. Beyond me proving what a dick I am.

Anyway. Off to the hospital. Won't this be fun? She doesn't know her daughter's name. I shouldn't be so hard on her, she's doing really well. Kind of better than I am at the moment... I'm so...depressed and empty and blah. It's Easter, hurrah. :|