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[virtuosic_flair]

Damon and I get to go spend almost an entire week at my grandparents inn in Wales! It's on the coast and it's going to be freezing and deserted and awesome! Damon and I are going alone for the first few days and then Mum's bringing Aislinn down so the three of us can be there together. Because I really don't want to leave her. I'm excited, but the idea of being away from her for two days is actually terrifying. I never thought I'd feel this way. But I do. I know Damon and I need time to ourselves though. It was Dad's idea. And I know Aislinn's safe here.

I just never realised how hard it is to let go. And to know I caused this kind of pain amplified a thousand times over... Well, Dad told me not to think about it, so I won't. Much. It's just hard not to want to be right beside her every single minute of every single day. And you know what? I'm proud of that. I'm proud I feel that way.

She's six months old, you know? Six months. I don't know where the time went.

Anyway, I got sidetracked. College ends on the 19th, so Damon and I are heading over that night. And the next morning, Grandma and Grandpa Klein are heading off to Scotland and the inn will be closed for the holiday season and it's OURS.

We are going to have so much sex fun!!

Comments

[hail-st-joseph.livejournal.com]

Well having a lot of sex fun is what watching your grandparents inn is all about, really. Your mother and I did it on many occasions.

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

Aauuugghhhh lumberjack sex!

[hail-st-joseph.livejournal.com]

Don't knock it, it created a you and a Jaida. And it puts me in a terribly pleasant mood.

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

If you were in the room I'd have my fingers in my ears, shouting 'LALALALALLAA' right about now. Pretend I'm doing that.

[hail-st-joseph.livejournal.com]

You got it, Kiddo.

By the way, Jules, I'm proud of the way you feel too. I'm always proud of the way you are with Aislinn. You'll miss her, but you'll know she's safe. Which is, in the end, what will help you sleep at night.

That, and being exhausted from all the sex fun.

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Dad :D

[hail-st-joseph.livejournal.com]

Anytime, Kiddo.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Six months, good grief. I hadn't realised she was that old already. Of course, now that's going to happen to me too with little Marie!

I can certainly understand your not wanting to let go, but I know you and Damon will have a magnificent time once you get there. I can't wait to hear all about it! Well... not all about it, but you know what I mean!

[seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com]

That's okay, he can tell me all about it *winks*

Julian, you're going to have such a wonderful time. Spending time in Dublin with my girls was so good for me. I know it'll be the same for you and Damon.

I'm proud of you too, you know *smiles*

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

You know I will, too!

It will be :D I'll still miss my girl, but I'll be with my boy!

Thanks, Renee. I'm proud of you too.

[seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com]

I'll be looking forward to it!

I'd miss her too, she's so beautiful. Still, time alone with that gorgeous boy of yours, that's got to be priceless.

You're so sweet to me *smiles* I love you!

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

Oh it's beyond priceless.

I love you too, Renee.

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

They change so fast! She's trying out words now. Easy ones. You know, like 'no'. Little scamp.

I do know what you mean ;) I think Damon's really looking forward to spending time with just me. I'm looking forward to it too, of course! Neither of us really signed on for this, but I'm the one who has a kid, he doesn't. I think it'll be nice for him just to be a kid for a few days.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Hahaha! Oh, she's going to be trouble. Not that I should be at all surprised by that! I can imagine all you Littletons were, at that age.

You both deserve the chance to just be kids. It's such a precious thing, and I know you'll appreciate the time so much. You've been through an incredible amount of trials. You've quite earned a karmic reward, I think!

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

I should hope so! Pfft.

I think so too. I love that he stayed, Spectre. He didn't have to. I think, having your seventeen year old boyfriend have an illegitimate child is a fair enough reason to hightail it to the hills. But he didn't. He stayed and he loves Aislinn. I'm so lucky.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

You are lucky, Julian. And so is Damon. It's not just anyone who could have a baby girl and still have enough time, love and devotion for their boyfriend as well, especially at your age. Your relationship is a unique and powerful one, and I love that you both have it, and that Aislinn will grow up with it.

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

So do I :D

[lightenshadows.livejournal.com]

Same.

[gonetoground.livejournal.com]

Have good sex :D

Kat may be rubbing off on me. Which is hardly surprising, really. You two are going to have so much fun keeping each other warm :)

[virtuosic-flair.livejournal.com]

Oh believe me I fucking will!

It'll be awesome!