Julian Littleton (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
virtuosic_flair) wrote2008-12-10 10:56 pm
virtuosic_flair) wrote2008-12-10 10:56 pm
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Damon and I get to go spend almost an entire week at my grandparents inn in Wales! It's on the coast and it's going to be freezing and deserted and awesome! Damon and I are going alone for the first few days and then Mum's bringing Aislinn down so the three of us can be there together. Because I really don't want to leave her. I'm excited, but the idea of being away from her for two days is actually terrifying. I never thought I'd feel this way. But I do. I know Damon and I need time to ourselves though. It was Dad's idea. And I know Aislinn's safe here.
I just never realised how hard it is to let go. And to know I caused this kind of pain amplified a thousand times over... Well, Dad told me not to think about it, so I won't. Much. It's just hard not to want to be right beside her every single minute of every single day. And you know what? I'm proud of that. I'm proud I feel that way.
She's six months old, you know? Six months. I don't know where the time went.
Anyway, I got sidetracked. College ends on the 19th, so Damon and I are heading over that night. And the next morning, Grandma and Grandpa Klein are heading off to Scotland and the inn will be closed for the holiday season and it's OURS.
We are going to have so muchsex fun!!
I just never realised how hard it is to let go. And to know I caused this kind of pain amplified a thousand times over... Well, Dad told me not to think about it, so I won't. Much. It's just hard not to want to be right beside her every single minute of every single day. And you know what? I'm proud of that. I'm proud I feel that way.
She's six months old, you know? Six months. I don't know where the time went.
Anyway, I got sidetracked. College ends on the 19th, so Damon and I are heading over that night. And the next morning, Grandma and Grandpa Klein are heading off to Scotland and the inn will be closed for the holiday season and it's OURS.
We are going to have so much
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Julian, you're going to have such a wonderful time. Spending time in Dublin with my girls was so good for me. I know it'll be the same for you and Damon.
I'm proud of you too, you know *smiles*
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It will be :D I'll still miss my girl, but I'll be with my boy!
Thanks, Renee. I'm proud of you too.
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I'd miss her too, she's so beautiful. Still, time alone with that gorgeous boy of yours, that's got to be priceless.
You're so sweet to me *smiles* I love you!
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I love you too, Renee.